Long shirt - Singapore | Socks - Lowrys Farm | Shoes - Zalora | Bag - CELINE

I am bearing the world on my shoulder. I have always think that this world is cruel and unfair. People got bullied, abused, and mistreated. I got to see how people abused and bullied the weaker ones, not to mention that I have experienced it also during my school days. Because of the bullying and mistreating stuffs, I don't trust people now. I tend to move back when someone approaches me or just keep quiet as I'm scared to get hurt again. People might say I'm arrogant by doing this, but really its just the way I live now, the way I protect myself is by closing my shell and not letting anyone in. This world is becoming more and more cruel each day. I have always been a weak person. Yeah, mentally and physically. I suck at sports and I cry a lot like a crybaby. I can never see or walk pass a disabled person or poor people on the street without feeling sad or wanting to cry. It is like my heart is throbbing so hard and its being slashed. You might think nor say that I'm overreacting, but if you know me really well you will know how badly I want to help this people. If I have coins or small money, I will just give when passing through them. Sometimes, I didn't give them simply because I'm rushing, thus not able to take money from my wallet. I will just say sorry inside my heart while passing through them. When this happened, my heart aches so badly. It's like I have done something wrong. These simple little things make me realized how grateful I am to have my life the way it is now and not to ask more as there are other people that have lesser than me. At night before I sleep, I pray to God that He will bless every one that I love and to make this world a better place. A better planet. By better planet means no more cutting down trees please! I am a tree hugger kind of person. Nature must be conserve, and I hate those people who cuts down trees just for fun or merely unimportant purposes. Its like I can see and hear the animals crying when they cut down the trees. The trees are their home, their habitat, their environment. If you cut down the trees, where do you think they will live? On the street? No. They will die. Or they will just go to the city area and try to find food to keep them alive. And what people do when they found animals roaming around the street? They will probably shoot them when its human fault that they came to the city area. If people didn't cut and burn their home, they won't even bother us. My head is full of these kind of stuffs. about the world. the people. the planet. Basically, everything.

As time flows, I become more scared of reality. Yes now I'm in college and my mind is currently on the edge of whether I have chose the right path or not. Most of my friends went to different paths and they already started working. Yes my dear, they have started making their own money. Whilst I'm here stuck in college and projects and deadlines. I keep on thinking when will I be able to have a job or start to work and earn money? Or at least have a good stabilized job that can sustain me so I don't have to make my parents worried about my future. Talking about future gives me thrills, fears, and sweats, like seriously, no one knows what will happen in the future. The more I keep thinking about it the more I started to become sad, down and depressed. The questions started with "What if" begins to pop in my head. What if...is a scary question that makes you question yourself more. These questions are endless and have no answers just like love. Everyone wanted to believe that endless love was possible. I believed in it once too, back when I was thirteen. But I knew that love was messy, just like life. It took turns that people couldn't foresee or even understand, leaving a long trail of regret in its wake. And almost always, those regrets led to the kinds of what if questions that could never be answered. It will just make you more stressed out and usually, if I reached until this point, I will try to distract my mind by doing other stuffs like watching tv or playing laptop. Well, what if you stopped worrying? The world will look much better and you will feel much better by stop worrying about what-ifs. Those kids on the street would kill to have your life right now, everyone is struggling with their life they all have their own problems that is hard and difficult for them too. But they still try to be happy every single day n try to reach their goal. Be more positive. Life is beautiful. You should be grateful with everything you have. You don't know what others have to do just to get a better life. If you feel like you have lost your way, pray and God will show you the right way. He is always watching all of us and I believe he has already planned everything. And I trust him fully. When you are feeling down or depressed, remember this: God will not fail you. Be happy. Be yourself. If others don't like it, then let them be. Happiness is a choice. Life isn't about pleasing everybody. No matter how good or bad you have it, wake up each day thankful for your life. Someone somewhere else is desperately fighting for theirs.

Beanie, Sunglasses, Socks - MYTHIFY | Top - h&m | Bag - Bangkok | Shoes - Zalora

It was a sunny day in Bangkok and I decided to wear my current fav top that I bought from H&M(it's the last piece and size M T-T) that's why I used it as a dress haha. The bag is 100% genuine leather which I bought at some night market along the street of Bangkok. And the shoes is from Zalora. I have uploaded my Bangkok trip videos on youtube. 
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Hello earthlings! Above pictures are my last outfit look in Jakarta before I went for my vacation. Pardon my looking down face *cough*nomakeup*cough*. I have just came back from my winter holiday. If you have followed me on instagram(@cathysie), you'd know that I went to Taipei. Yes, finally after few years I visited Taipei again. This was my second time visiting Taipei. Flying at night but didn't sleep at all due to so many movies available for watching inside the plane. Not to mention, some of it are still new/has just been released in Indonesia. I have just watched Stand By Me Doraemon few days back and whualah turns out the movie is available inside the plane. Should've just watch it there instead of cinemas ;;-;;. lol. Anyway, I watched The Giver and Hercules instead. I was just about to watch If I Stay when the captain announced that we're approaching the airport. As all of you have experienced, queuing and waiting for the luggage can be quite boring. Thankfully, my luggage came first. From there, we're picked up by cab driver who drove us to our temporary home for the next few days. Reaching the place, my family are so tired that after we bathed, we went to sleep immediately. I will update more about my Taipei trip soon, in the mean time check my compilation of Bazaar Fashion Festival below :)

Jakarta Fashion Week has finally started! This year I didn't come every day because of my class schedule. I managed to come half of the fashion shows, I guess(?). I start to join the Jakarta Fashion Week 2015 hype on November 2 to watch shows from Japan Foundation and DITP. I had trouble picking my outfits but thanks to NUMBER 61, I don't have to worry anymore because this Grey Top is so chic and easy to match with anything.

NUMBER 61 is a local brand that focus on providing everyday chic and casual clothing, they have quickly become Indonesia’s go-to brand for current fashion at the greatest value. Their products feature up-to-date designs made with the highest quality materials for maximum daily style.
As you can see, it is not those plain top that you can find anywhere. This grey top has a navy blue line detail going on around the chest area. A simple, casual yet chic top that you can mix and match with literally anything. Not to mention it is so soft and comfortable to wear!


I wore a burgundy/fuschia-ish skater skirt from Cotton On to match it with the grey top. The real color of the skirt is a mix of dark red and pink but in the pictures it looks like fuschia somehow. Since I know it's going to be cold I added a beige knit outer from Marks&Spencer. I accessorized my look with necklace and stocking from Mythify. As well as adding more blackness into my whole look with my Prada bag, Stradivarius hat, and ASH shoes.

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NUMBER 61 is available in most major malls throughout Indonesia, but you can also order through their website here: http://number61.co.id (use my discount code to get 10% discount when ordering online! DISCOUNT CODE: CATHY10). What are you waiting for? Go buy these affordable yet comfortable clothing with discount *_*!

Waja Perkasa Jacket - DOM Indonesia | Shirt - My sister's | Skort - DIY | Shoes - Ash | Bag - Balenciaga | Hat - Mythify

This is what I wore to Jakarta Fashion & Food Festival for Cita Tenun Indonesia. I mixed my sister's white shirt with my handmade skort and paired it with my Ash shoes. I wore Waja Perkasa jacket to add some boldness in my outfit. My jacket is sponsored from DOM Indonesia. DOM Indonesia is a new local brand that self manufactures all their products. All the products are made from high quality fabric. You can check their product here(click click!).  I really love the jacket it is so chic yet bold. Lastly, I completed my look with my Balenciaga bag.

        As time flows, I become more scared of reality. Yes now I'm in college and my mind is currently on the edge of whether I have chose the right path or not. Most of my friends went to different paths and they already started working. Yes my dear, they have started making their own money. Whilst I'm here stuck in college and projects and deadlines. I keep on thinking when will I be able to have a job or start to work and earn money? Or at least have a good stabilized job that can sustain me so I don't have to make my parents worried about my future. 

         Talking about future gives me thrills, fears, and sweats, like seriously, no one knows what will happen in the future. The more I keep thinking about it the more I started to become sad, down and depressed. The questions started with "What if" begins to pop in my head. What if...is a scary question that makes you question yourself more. These questions are endless and have no answers just like love. Everyone wanted to believe that endless love was possible. I believed in it once too, back when I was eighteen. But I knew that love was messy, just like life. It took turns that people couldn't foresee or even understand, leaving a long trail of regret in its wake. And almost always, those regrets led to the kinds of what if questions that could never be answered. It will just make you more stressed out and usually, if I reached until this point, I will try to distract my mind by doing other stuffs like watching tv or playing laptop. If you're worried about what-ifs. Well, what if you stopped worrying? The world will look much better and you will feel much better by stop worrying about what-ifs.

         Right now, everyone is struggling with their life they all have their own problems that is hard and difficult for them too. But they still try to be happy every single day and try to reach their goal. Be more positive. Life is beautiful. You should be grateful with everything you have. You don't know what others have to do just to get a better life. If you feel like you have lost your way, pray and God will show you the right way. He is always watching all of us and I believe he already planned everything. And I trust him fully. When you are feeling down or depressed, remember this: God will not fail you. Be happy. Be yourself. If others don't like it, then let them be. Happiness is a choice. Life isn't about pleasing and satisfying everybody. No matter how good or bad you have it, wake up each day thankful for your life. Be thankful that you are alive and still waking up each day as someone somewhere out there is desperately fighting for theirs.

Anyway, I did a quick interview with mikimilo :D take a look here:

Beanie, Sweater, Gold Ring - MYTHIFY | Skirt - H&M | Clutch - gift | Silver Ring - Dior | Shoes - Sister's

Just a quick post of what I wore. I was feeling black so I decided to wear black sweater and my black H&M skirt along with my Unicorn clutch. I love unicorn more than anything else. I added two rings to complete my look. The silver one is from Dior which my mom gave to me and the gold one is from MYTHIFY.

Anyway, Christmas is coming to town everyone! Let's celebrate this wonderful month with joy and laugh :D
Till next time. x

Jakarta Fashion Week is officially over!! I almost went to JFW everyday but I skipped Tuesday due to my weak body condition. I have already posted some pictures from Jakarta Fashion Week on my facebook page please go to my page to see the pictures: http://facebook.com/cathyblog. Anyway, this is a quick post of what I wore for the last day of JFW.

Hat - H&M, Blazer - Mango, Dress - Topshop, Bag - LV, Shoes - Piero Lunardi

Haircrown - Inspiredbyluce, Outer - Ambiance Apparel, Top - Bangkok, Short - MYTHIFY, Shoes - Bangkok

Hi guys I'm back with a new outfit post! Sorry for some blurry pics though. Due to no tripod, these pictures were all taken by my maid and she didn't understand how the camera works so yeah. Hows your day? I've finally finished my exam *yeay* and now waiting for next year to go to Lasalle. I wanted to go to Singapore this November to attend Anime Festival Asia but my friends couldn't join me and my mom won't let me go to SG alone so plan cancelled! *sobs. I bought the top when I visited Bangkok few months ago. You do know I love cats right? Moreover, the cat eyes are blue so I bought it. The flower shorts has scallop cut and its very unique in a way. It adds feminity to my outfit. Because its a flower short, I decided to add a flower hair crown which I bought from Inspiredbyluce and whualah~ I look like a tumbelina? Haha. I don't really like feminine outfits so I match my feminine outfit with my rocking shoes that I bought at Bangkok.